Youthful Love

In middle school, he and she were both only 14 years old. She had always had a crush on him. This young man was among the stars. She didn’t dare confess to him, not even the slightest hint. Every time she saw him walking with his girlfriend, she put on a smiling face. But how hard it was for her inside. Boys always have an innate intuition to sense which girl around them likes him. Sometimes, he will take the initiative to play with her, and even deliberately make her angry. Because he liked the feeling of being beaten by her. How he hoped that one day she would take the initiative to say she liked him. Once, he made her cry. For a moment, he didn’t know what to do. He saw sadness on her crying face. That was his fondest memory of her.

School days were always short and full of changes. In her second year of junior high, she transferred to another school. He didn’t expect to see her again for the next 5 years after that. In his junior year, he broke up with his girlfriend. After many relationships, he realized how lonely his life was without one. Soon, he got together with a girl from another class and fell in love. He never expected the crisis hidden behind the perfection. He was dumped by a girl for the first time. During that time, he was sad to the core. Many times, he would burst into tears without realizing it. In the midst of crying, he thought of her who had transferred to another school. How he expected her to still be waiting for him. The mother was a haven for the family. He often slept alone. During that time, he slept with his mother all the time. His mother read his mind and constantly comforted and taught him. Eventually, he stepped into his desired high school with great difficulty.

In high school, he was no longer like he used to be, and more often than not, he was sitting alone in his seat. He had thought to be living his own life. One day, his ex-girlfriend found him. Being in a state of hesitation, he accepted his ex-girlfriend against his heart’s will. In a chance encounter, he learned that she was in the same school as his girlfriend. At this point, he didn’t want to bother her anymore. He hoped to make up for his previous mistakes after the college entrance exam. Soon, his girlfriend transferred to his school. After a period of time, he realized that he didn’t like his girlfriend. His girlfriend gradually realized it too. Eventually, his girlfriend took the initiative to break up with him. After the breakup, he immediately felt that the heavy burden on his body had finally been lifted. In high school, he had never fallen in love with another girl. It was so that after the college entrance exam, he could renew his relationship with her.

Life is full of misses and encounters. After she changed schools, her heart was hard. She regretted that she hadn’t confessed to the boy she liked. She spent middle school in pain. In high school, it just so happened that a boy from the same class pursued her. Once again, she thought of him who was heartless. In the end, she chose to give up on him. At first, she didn’t like the boy in her class. But as time progressed, she developed feelings for her classmate boy. Slowly she forgot about him in the past. After the college entrance exam, she and her boyfriend got into the same school and were in the same class. Unbeknownst to him, he had been trying to get in touch with her, but always lacked contact information. He began to regret his rashness, but he still believed that she wouldn’t like another guy.

During the winter break of his freshman year, he took the initiative to host a middle school party. He asked a classmate for her social media account and immediately added her to his QQ. In his delight, he immediately added her account. In the chat, he told her the time of the party and expressed how much he wanted her to be there. It just so happened that she was on a winter vacation job and it was hard for her to come back. Luckily the party was postponed. She also wanted to see him so much that she promised him and ended her winter vacation job early. The day before the party, he kept thinking about how he could attract her tomorrow. He was bold enough to borrow a new suit from his brother. At night he kept thinking about meeting her and went to sleep late. When he woke up in the morning, it was snowing heavily in the sky with a strong wind. In the end, he didn’t choose to wear the suit, but put on his little cotton jacket. Early in the morning, without even eating, he went to the meeting place. One after another, his classmates arrived, but she was the only one missing. During this period, he called her many times, but every time no one answered. In his anxiety, he received a call from her. She had arrived on a battery-operated bicycle. It just so happened that there was a male student beside him who was also riding a battery bike. He didn’t hide his joy and took the initiative to sit in her car. At this time, it was still snowing heavily in the sky and blowing a fierce wind. He put a hat on her and covered it with both hands. Deeply afraid of the gale blowing the snow into her face. Along the way, he wanted to hug her from behind. But never had the courage. Soon they reached the hotel. He kept following her, although she kept counting him down, but he was still happy in his heart. He didn’t want her to feel lonely. During the meal, he offered to sit next to her. He knew he couldn’t drink, but he was really happy today. Taking the initiative to toast his beloved her. He knew that today would be a great memory in his life. After the meal, she told him she was going home early for something at home. How he didn’t want her to go and kept trying to stay. In fact, he wanted to go back with her and finish the hug he hadn’t finished earlier. Because he still have to busy after dinner some things, very reluctant to let her go back first.

After he left, he kept thinking of asking her out alone in a few days. And tell her how much he loves her. In one night, they used chat software to chat. He deliberately asked her: is not a person sleeping in bed”? She replied: “Yes”. He then said: “One day he will sleep with her”. But she replied, “No, I have a boyfriend”. At once, his heart hit rock bottom. How he wished it wasn’t true, that it was a lie. So, he continued to trap her words. Until she revealed that she and her boyfriend had been in love for 3 years and were still in the same class through college. At this point, he felt like he had lost everything. Now, he only wished to ask her out and express his previous faults. Maybe it was the will of God that they were destined to be together. He knew that he had missed her in this life. He hoped to make up for his previous indifference to her by taking action. If time could be turned back, he would not miss her again. For now, he silently wished her eternal happiness!