Tearful Cushion

Ye and Qing met each other at the test center of a driving school, they enrolled in the same driving school, and then were randomly assigned to a group by the driving school for a surprise pre-test practice. The warmth of the early spring sun also gave the two people a chance to spring.

Ten people in a group with the same instructor the same car, so it gives ten people of all shapes and sizes who do not know each other the opportunity to get to know each other. Ye belongs to the shy type in the same group of people, and also with the youthfulness and simplicity that is not similar to his age. But standing in line with the other “menopausal women”, Ye was so noticeable that not only the people in the same car, but also the people in other groups would pay attention to this side from time to time.

Qing belongs to the group of four men in the most “excellent”, than the unmarried young man more than a calm and achievement. Than the big waisted married men more introverted and elegant. So two people in the rotation of the gap between the car will always look at each other, and love has nothing to do – just a kind of heartfelt appreciation.

Ye and Qing have their own families. Ye has a lovely babbling daughter and handsome husband, in Ye’s circle Ye is still the princess in the country, was protected by the “spotless”. With the protection of her husband, Ye is happy and “mediocre”. Qing also has his own family. There are a pair of lovely children, is entering puberty of the daughter and is at the age of teenagers do not know the taste of sadness of the son. With his wife of about the same age, virtuous and gentle. The days are as calm as a lake without any ups and downs. As if each is already a part of the other’s body, passion and love seems to have nothing to do with them. Until one day Ye’s appearance.

The driver’s license is very smooth down. Separation of the day, Qing deliberately asked for Ye’s phone, Ye gave, Ye heart is not clear why he will be on this man will have a different mood. So Qing will from time to time send a text message to the leaf is just a greeting and simple care and ambiguity has nothing to do.

The story begins with this simple greeting and concern. Hubby’s frequent business trips and Qing’s tender care make Ye start to bud. Husband traveled Qing will wake up every day to remind her to eat breakfast, Ye do not like to move, Qing will also call Ye to get up. Remind her to eat breakfast, Ye do not like to move, Qing will also be after work to send Ye’s favorite old man. This is the leaf and the Secretary’s secret, the leaf like to call her eleven years older than the Secretary’s old man, the Secretary began to hate to hear, thought the leaf suspected that he was old, and then accustomed to it as it is called and the leaf’s favorite KFC called old man. Gradually the leaf accustomed to the care and attention of the Secretary, the first thing to get up every day is to open the QQ to see if the Secretary is not in, look at the child’s spare leaf will always be the first time to think of the Secretary, so look at the child and the Secretary to chat with the Secretary became the most important thing every day of the leaf. From the initial text message to QQ chat “junior” so in the two people consciously or unconsciously slowly formed.

Love began, this extramarital affair gave Ye a strong “hate not married” regret also gave the Secretary to the middle-aged young passionate strong desire. So the two calm family “bottom of the lake” ripples although the other two into the city and did not know.

Ye touched in Qing’s tenderness, maturity and worldliness which is in the husband can not be seen, although the husband also tender but the heavy workload so that he has no power to these may be Ye more for him is affection and responsibility. But although the leaf did not say but that to be spoiled to be coaxed by the teenage feelings from time to time will also let the leaf feel aggrieved until the emergence of the Secretary. And Qing twenty years of husband and wife, the love in marriage has long been grinding by the firewood, rice, oil and salt little left. Coupled with his wife’s strong although successful career, but the youthful yearning for the freedom of worship in the moment they ran into Ye began to burn fiercely.

So they began to date frequently, the beginning of just eating dinner on each back to their own, and then still can not resist the temptation of the Garden of Eden Ye and Qing began to have physical contact. They are in and out of various upscale places to seek passion. The beginning of the room just to avoid running into familiar people in the city. Ye began to blame themselves that they are no longer a good woman, no longer “clean” cowardly self actually went to do harm to others things. Qing always comforts Ye by saying, “We are all good people, we just don’t have the ability to stop the onslaught of love”.

Qing is a typical good man, he constantly create surprises for Ye, years of shopping malls to work so that less into the crowd of Ye saw the other side of the man, which is the same in the only book husband can not feel. Ye’s purity and isolation of the appearance of the Qing also can not help themselves, because it is also in the same in the shopping mall in the wife has never seen, the two people are so attracted to each other to appreciate each other in their world there is no one else. Ye likes to lie on Qing’s slightly protruding belly, letting Qing hold himself, so soft and so solid and so satisfying. Ye himself laughed and said that Qing was his couch and he was the pillow on the couch. Ye feels incredibly happy to have a sofa, and as a pillow, Ye hopes that he can also bring the same happiness to Qing. Ye already can not tell which is the husband which is the Secretary should do, from a young and carefree so that Ye did not develop a good concept of money, pampering and capricious and began to run in her blood, the original husband to buy this and that she began to unintentionally and the Secretary to say it, perhaps this is the ambush of the story it. Qing is his own business and his wife all the way to the present, coupled with the nature of the businessman may let him have a better understanding of money.

But love can not be preserved, just as Qing twenty years of feelings but can not match the two seconds of Ye’s look back. Ye began to be afraid of this endless together, she felt that they are no longer pure, as if in addition to physical contact they meet no longer have a topic of conversation. The horror and confusion made Ye not know how to face the still “affectionate” Qing.

Beginning to be touched by the Secretary’s busy schedule or to accompany their own leaves, began to feel that the Secretary is more and more busy to meet the time began to be more and more long, but the female reserve so that the leaves can not be expressed, perhaps he is really busy, perhaps he began to want to go back to the old days, right, entanglement in the heart of the leaves began to fight.

In this is not a roaring fire of love, Ye began to confuse them only love but why even this God is also so stingy. She began to hate herself to destroy this beautiful, perhaps to maintain the initial that only greetings of peace, they can still have a longer Qing. Why would you be so greedy?

With this entanglement but still can not defeat the attraction of each. Ye and Qing finally meet again Ye has a firm thought in his mind. “I must find our love.” Eat and open the room or so logical, into the house, open the door, close the door, lock the door, Ye saw the haste of the Qing, Ye confused, this is what she knows the Qing? That gentle that will be elegant Qing’s? That only talk about love of the Qing? Ye stupidly looked at the beginning of the undressing of the Qing, Ye began to feel so strange, Ye curled up in the corner of the bed, the Qing came over to hold Ye, and promised to do the job to go buy Ye has forgotten that once the Qing said to buy things. Ye like an electric shock general original she found love in their own received Qing’s things have fallen into the mundane, in the eyes of the Qing may be this layer of tiny interest in the relationship between the achievement of the fact that she is also a junior. She did not know that her pampering turned out to be a kind of exchange in the eyes of Qing. Ye began to desperately refuse, struggling. Qing saw Ye’s expression angry twisted aside. No more words were spoken, speechless, speechless all the way.

From the room out, Ye can feel Qing’s anger, Ye feel desperate, the original bond they maintain is actually their own body. Sitting in Qing’s car, the two people did not speak, Qing a face of anger, the car drove fast, completely no longer care about the timid leaf. In Ye’s opinion, at this moment, Ye is like the car window at this moment is the cold wind in the floating garbage, in the eyes of the Secretary so disgusting, so want to let a person to shake off.

All the way to the leaf has been thinking why they have been wanting to love, but in exchange for such pain; sincere pay, but in exchange for such a heartbreaking end. Ye as if to hear the sound of their own heart broken fall to the ground, so crisp, so piercing …… Ye began to doubt. Want to love but can not, the put but do not want to give up, the forget but more profound love really to now, just because of Qing’s speechless on the end?

Did not even a word of explanation of the Qing did not have? Or is this simply a way for Qing to break up? “Why bother, let go!” Ye had been persuading himself in this way.

The story is so silent end, many years have passed, Ye heard the news of the Secretary will still be so painful, encounter acquaintances unintentionally speak of the Secretary’s current situation, Ye will still have to go to comfort the Secretary’s impulse to worry about the Secretary will not be sad will not be sad, but this is confined to the psychological activities, perhaps this is the best place to love love of Junior ……